she's a perfectly normal girl,
she just wants to meet a man with a monster
that is aligned on his soldiers - his spine,
she just wants to be butchered & beaten
bleeding on blubeard's floor

it isn't odd at all,
that she wishes she had scars on her skin
that she could pluck and play like violin strings
c major, f sharp.

she is a dumpster she wants to open,
wants to rip clean until it is empty and burning
she wants to be the queen of trashcans

did you know that each person has a unique tongue print?
doesn't that make you want to roll in mud, buckle and flay
each other alive?

she starts to feel scared around midnight, they always
say that's when the boogeymen come out.
her anxiety kicks in, squeeze your eyes shut and pretend.
fall asleep.

she sometimes hears noises in her head that doesn't
go away. it is like screaming and white noise and murder.
she can just imagine dead doll faces crawling with spiders.
just act like it is normal.

lets hope it ends
lets hope it ends
lets hope it ends
it ends lets hope