i've never felt more empty in my entire life.
i've spent the past ten minutes staring at the flame about the candle on my desk.
feeling so weighted down i couldn't think to move.
i say i was made to smile but i cant find even the ability to lift a corner of my lips.
if it was within my power i would hold you so tightly at this very moment you would have nothing to believe other than that i will never let yu.
i questioned you to within an inch of your patience with me
but i promise, i'll do anything for that to not be it.
i can fix it and i will.
if you'll let me.