were you there
when i wanted to talk
or when I needed you the most
drowning in the murder you call relief no you weren't there
not once, not now

did you ever notice
the tear trickle down my cheek
or the ocean it create
my fear of losing all
or falling in between

I was the one to try
to end all the screams
wishing it truly was a dream
day in day out, you just never saw

i won't lie, I won't even say what should really be said
realize that you made this person
and that person
you destroyed and created

you ignored what sat in front of you
what begged for the help
who desperately wanted the support
yes, the support
that was just never there.