1.
I’m feeling so tired, so numb, so hurt.
2.
Why is this happening to me?
3.
The one who holds my love is also inflicting the pain that is unbearable and yet so.
4.
My tears splash the cold pavement floor in the bitter night.
5.
But, instead of holding me, my love bearer turns away – and moves along.
6.
Tearing me [my heart] little by little in every place imaginable, and leaves me ruined.
7.
I’m too messed up to put back together again.
8.
Why do I let this happen?
9.
So I’ll just let the numbness shadow the pain, I’ll permit for it to happen… again.
10.
I will just stay tired and use all my energy trying to look better and be better, for your pleasure.
11.
And I’ll just keep getting hurt because it’s too hard to care anymore.
12.
I will let my love bearer kill me ever so slowly.
13.
I’ll die my sweet beautiful death.