I wish I took more time with you.
I wish I never made you cry.
I wish I would have heard you laugh a little more.
I wish you had more healthy fun.
I wish you saw more happiness and felt more as well.
I wonder where you are.
I wonder what you are.
I wonder if you’re doing better or if you learned to care.
I wish you had not left.
I wish you wouldn’t leave.
But, I know you don’t want to stay.
I wish you would listen to the cautions we were saying
I wish you would know that this isn’t the way to go.
I wish you would realize some people can’t live without you.
I wish you knew how much I loved you…
And I wish you realized and saw how much they love you.
Because, they do and so do I.
I wish you would have realized life could of gotten better, if you would of let it be.
I wish you knew that problems get solved and sadness and pain will fade away.
I hope your happy and you don’t have to pretend anymore.
I hope you feel loved and not feel sorrow anymore.
Whatever may be or whatever that has happened, I wish will be true to you.
I hope you know nothing is perfect or were for that matter.
But, we got through it, together, beside one another.
In the end I need you to know, I need you to be okay, where ever you did go.
I know you didn’t want to be saved, but maybe somebody could of.
So here I sit writing and reading this over again and again.
Maybe this time I can say goodbye and maybe again I don’t want too.
But, you went away, and I doubt you’ll want to come back.
Life’s to hurtful and it made us cry.
So be happy and smile a lot, look down on us from time to time, maybe you could even miss us a little bit at a time.
My dear I loved you so and I know you loved me.
We might love each other forever and that would be alright with me.
So, now it is time to close and a goodbye for now, so where ever you are I wish you well and happy tidings to you.
Be true and happy, I hope so at least.
Maybe I’ll see you in the sunrise or on top of the moon at night.
I will look toward our star and dream on it every night.