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The Second Choice

April 7, 2023
By Ameenatb BRONZE, Freeport, New York
Ameenatb BRONZE, Freeport, New York
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When you’re the second choice

You don’t get your hopes up

You wait and see which friend they choose first

Sit and smile as the third wheel

The odd one out in every group


When you’re the second choice

You tend to learn how to be invisible 

Keep quiet and only talk when you need to

You sit there and admire everything 

The relationship you could’ve had


When you’re the second choice

You try not to get jealous

You tell yourself your time will come

Not to rush things and be patient 

Everything will fall into place


When you’re the second choice

You tell yourself not to like people

Inevitably you do but never act on it

The stings from rejection still too hot

Often staying away from love


When you’re the second choice

You become the peacemaker 

Between fights and sadness

You’re reassuring the relationship 

Telling them they’ll work it out


When you’re the second choice

You tell yourself it’ll be okay

So you wait and wait and wait

Wait your turn till you find your piece

The other half comes for you


When you’re the second choice

It’s easy to be number two

For me, I’ve never been second

Or first, or third, never in the top three

But somehow always ended up last


The author's comments:

This piece was written after I had an experience where someone ranked all of my friends in an order of who they would date, and I came dead last. It is also based off of my experience where my friends are often the first choice, and I am a fallback option for them. 


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