You had a hold on me no one had ever had before 

You had me wrapped around your finger 

I hung on to you for dear life

You were the only thing that made life worth living

You had all of me, every piece of me 

You used my love against me

You used me

you ruined me 

You said you loved me, was that even true?

I thought I needed you to live

If I didn't have you what was the point? 

How can you hurt someone you are supposed to love?

How could you take me in your hands and ruin me?

I sit here, trying to put into words the hurt you put me through

The physical and mental torture I had to deal with

In a matter of seconds, you ruined the one reason that gave me a reason to live 

You ripped me from your fingers and lit me on fire

You ruined me, you ruined everything

And for that, I will never be the same