Will I ever live up to my full potential? When and how did this happen? A new fear grew inside of me. Looks invisible to the eye of the human spectator, feels real to the host. This pain would worsen at the worst times when I am simply talking to talkative people. One wrong move and it could devastate my already wrong life. So… my jaw makes this disgusting popping sound whenever I speak. Oh well, my speaking skills were never good anyways. Although I struggle to speak, the one thing I can do well is to have great eye contact, which doesn't say much verbally, but it can speak 100 words.