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And When He Looks Down

October 2, 2022
By Anonymous

God almighty looks down on his creations

Pitiful and irrelevant

All stuck in their own delusions of a false sense of grandeur

 


An aunt pelted with the pearls of her wealth

Always amicable towards those she knows will serve her

Always bitter towards herself and those she deems unworthy

She despises those who lack her common sense

 


A child sitting in a desolate room.

Willing themselves to disappear

Trying to build a wall from the hail that falls cold and inevitable

Praying to him

“ Please let me not hear or feel”

Oh, to not have heard or felt

 


God laughs

 


A woman kisses her lover.

Tenderly brushes a smile across her lips

Stares into her hazelnut irises

Feeling for the first time in years

At peace

 


A mother looks towards the rear of her car

A newborn daughter sleeps

And the woman reminisces of when she first held her

She remembers the news of her baby girl’s health

6 months.

 


A man kisses his wife’s belly swollen like a rose hip

They sing sweet nothings

Dedicated to their future together

 


God smiles at his ignorant creations.

Or perhaps it was a sneer.

Or a grimace.

Perhaps pity.

 


A small boy’s eyes bug out

And his face flushes red

Veins pop with panic

And a friend performs the Heimlich maneuver

A piece of chicken escapes his throat

And alas he breathes again

 


A professor at a respected university

Is down on his knees begging for his forgiveness

He says he wants to repent

He says he’s a sinner

 


God says we are all sinners

Fiends made of neutrality

Shaped by our own experiments

We are no longer truly his creations

We have ascended to our own hell

No longer needing his punishment nor protection

 


He cannot forgive your sins anymore

For he too has ascended

To simply observe

He too is a fiend of neutrality

He too is a sinner

 


Poor professor doesn’t know that he is no worse

He cheated on Cathy

And she stole from him

 


And in God’s Earth all he knows is that every spine is capable of decay

 


All he knows is detachment from the sinners

From their comforts too

 


All God knows is repetition

And as the entertainment slowly fades

It becomes comical

 


And to make it worse they all think they’re the main character

They all think that they’re right

 


When in reality they’re lives don’t matter

None of it does

Existence is the one truly meaningless thing

 


Yet they still forge meaning where there is none

 


… and it is so funny

So illogical to have created this world that they shouldn’t have

So arrogant

So dimwitted …

That in all its depravity it is absolutely stunning.


The author's comments:

 I struggle a lot with my mental health and it often leads to the question “What is the point of it all?” This poem is my exploration of that inquiry. I’d like to think that while there may be no meaning, that might just be the point. All that we know exists despite its supposed pointlessness and I can’t help but find comfort knowing that no matter what the only way to get anything out of this existence is through finding the joys it holds.


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