I hate you cause I wish I was you

You get mad over other peoples problems

You didn’t have the world on your shoulders before

I’m sorry for what you are going to have to do

It doesn’t get better

It doesn’t seem to be fair

You thought you were strong but I guess now it seems we aren’t

I know your sad

I know you want to leave 

But stay for a while and fight because it gets a whole lot better

I don’t know when or how

But I do know there’s nothing worse than this

My love, I hate you

I hate your ignorance

I hate how happy you are

I hate that it happened to us

I hate that we were naive 

I hate that in less than two months you will hate yourself and it will slowly eat you from the inside out

I hate that I can’t be you anymore

I hate that you will long for your self later on

I want to go back 

I want to be you

I want to go to sleep 

I want to be alone 

I want to be okay 

Without the worry of potential

I never want to see you again

But yet everywhere I go you are there 

I want to forget you

But I am you

I want to forget myself 

I want to leave myself 

I want to go back and save myself 

I love you but I hate you to the moon and back

I’m sorry I failed us 

It’s okay though, it doesn’t get better, but we can’t tell