My mind is an open whole

Every part of my head is full

Thoughts and feelings live in my head

Breaking and pushing me to get out of my bed

To be productive 

To get good grades

To live a good life

To be on stage

I work so hard every day

Just so my emotions can be ok

But that never happens whatever is here

Im always filled in thought 

My feelings are sad and weak 

That’s what anxiety brought

Anxiety is the biggest piece

of my entire life 

It threads and holds things together

And then slices it like a knife

Splitting the two emotions 

Happiness and sad

Feeling good and great

Turns into feeling bad

So tell me what life is 

Nobody can spare a word

Nobody has any idea 

How much I struggle and burn

Every day and night

The darkness and the light 

Im always putting of a fight

Just so I can stay a flight

My whole world orbits 

Spins around fear

Nobody is here

Im always shedding a tear 

Living is painful 

You can not tell me its not

I’v only have one emotion

And Stress is what I’v got