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faded.

May 12, 2022
By Porscha BRONZE, Barrhead, Alberta
Porscha BRONZE, Barrhead, Alberta
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“something’s wrong” whispered her conscience

“nothing’s wrong” she replied

the rosy colour on her cheeks slowly fading.


“something’s wrong” whispered her conscience

“nothing’s wrong” she replied

the weight of her eyelids escalating.


“something’s wrong” whispered her conscience

“nothing’s wrong” she replied

the number on the scale getting lower.


“something’s wrong” whispered her conscience

“nothing’s wrong” she replied

the pit in her stomach growing larger.


“something’s wrong” whispered her conscience

“nothing’s wrong” she replied

the salty tears stinging her cheeks.


“something’s wrong” whispered her conscience

“nothing’s wrong” she replied

the length of her showers getting longer.


“something’s wrong” whispered her conscience

“nothing’s wrong” she replied

the time she spent with her friends diminishing.


“something’s wrong” whispered her conscience

“nothing’s wrong” she replied

the portions on her plate becoming miniscule.


“something’s wrong” whispered her conscience

“nothing’s wrong” she replied

the naps she took more and more frequent.


“something’s wrong” whispered her conscience

“nothing’s wrong” she replied

the appetite she once had, slowly disappearing.


“something’s wrong” whispered her conscience

“nothing’s wrong” she replied

the thought of eating becoming a trigger.

“something’s wrong” whispered her conscience

“nothing’s wrong” she replied

the effort it took her to breathe becoming greater.


“something’s wrong” whispered her conscience

but she wasn’t there to reply.


The author's comments:

TW: Eating Disorder
I wrote this because I feel that mental illness is very stigmatized and it is hard for people to speak up. Eating disorders are one of the many different types of mental illness that people struggle with. I hope that this poem opens the eyes of people and brings awareness to the struggles of mental illness. I also hope that anyone struggling knows that they aren't alone.


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on May. 13 2022 at 10:18 am
AmaraKwameTheOnlyOne GOLD, Durban, Other
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Favorite Quote:
Action without thought is empty. Thought without action is blind. <br /> – Kwame Nkrumah

Well, i did suffer from it. And this poem does talk about it the way it should be talked about