I love your smile

The smile that outshines the sun

Your grin from ear to ear, illuminating the room

The one thing I will always truly need 

I love your eyes

Your mesmerizing eyes filled with wonder

The way the cocoa color gazes back at me

They stare deep into my soul, unveiling the true me

I love your kindness

Your ability to put others first

Even when you don’t want to 

It warms my heart each and every time I see it

I love how you listen

Like I’m the only person left in the world

You devote all of your attention to me

And nothing else matters

But most of all, I hate you

I hate that you abandoned me 

I hate that you chose someone else

And I hate that I am still in love with you.