I just sit and think

about life feeling

lonely

feeling

sad

thinking about the past

as I try to stand after being down

I try and I try to stand

but I can’t feel the ground

it’s like   I’m in space floating far away

in a dark space

needing the take

as if i keep going I need a little push to awake

but I can’t cause no one's listening

 I need help no one’s listening

I been standing here the whole time

          none of you Could see me

 I said I needed help

          none of you know what I been through

 I get mad I get angry cause I’m still trapped in this little globe with little angels

 I’m still trapped battling with my mind and my heart

 I can’t escape no one sees me I feel as if I’m in a red room where I’m the key to open as if someone try to find me so I can be chosen but no one sees me 

 I been here all day asking for help banging needing the help

 how did I survive I moved on with life and I just flies like a butterfly

  I’m free 

 I’m no longer irrational because I flew until I became passable Now that I left no one found me I became detachable