I regret that yesterday I didn't wear a hoodie,

I regret cutting my hair,

I regret not calling my mom,

I regret not texting my siblings,

I regret that I forgot how to smile,

I regret all the times I didn't speak up,

I regret that I didn't help you when you cried in the middle of the night when your screams filled my ears,

I regret that I didn't help when he held you in a chokehold,

Mama, I'm sorry, please forgive me,

I regret, I regret, I regret,

but I do not regret the fact that I got up today,

I do not regret the fact that I'm still living,

I do not regret being happy,

I cannot regret all those happy memories,

all the times we laughed and joked,

I do not regret you being my mom,

I cannot regret you being my mom,

these are the regrets that float around my head,

but there are certain things I can't regret no matter how much they hurt.

this is what it should say, there's a typo