Heartbreak?

You wanna know what heartbreak feels like?

When you wanna be with just one person so badly but it isn’t working out , but thats not even it , when you try your absolute best and still nothing. When you pour your heart out to someone and the only thing they can respond with is a blank expression, when you’re so excited to talk to one person but they’re not excited to speak to you. When you just feel completely and utterly broken by the one person who’s words meant the most to you but they have nothing to say, is that heartbreak? Makai the love of my life why did you out of all people who promised to not hurt me hurt me the worse?