Never shall I forget those two months,

The most difficult two months of my life

Where I was indeed fighting for my life back,

So I could see what the world was in color once again,

Rather than just seeing it as gloomy and black.

Never shall I forget the feeling of hopelessness

Never shall I forget the overwhelming urge to give up

I saw myself withering away to nothing,

But all I could think about was the thought of maybe feeling something.

Never shall I forget the moment,

The moment where my determination changed

Never shall I forget the potential I felt when I decided to fight,

I decided to fight rather than simply giving up my life.

Never shall I forget the strain that my eating disorder has caused me

Never shall I forget the strength that it took,

The strength to overcome such a vigorous illness.

Never shall I forget the feeling I felt,

The feeling when I had eventually refound myself

Never shall I forget when I had finally gained my life back,

And the world was no longer just gloomy and black.