They always forget me, don't they?

I trusted them and it hurt

It hurt because the smiles we shared, the cries we shared, the trouble we did together

was nothing to them, but it was everything to me

I was a line in their story

just a useless memory

but to me

they were a chapter in my book

they were the moon that shined during my darkness

and now I wonder

do they remember me?

I hope they remember me even if they never want to see me

Even if I was nothing to them, they were everything to me

I loved them even when they broke me

even when they shattered me

even when they turned me down

I made sure they were loved

no matter how many gunshots it took, the stabbing, the wounds, the scars

I hope they're happy now even if I'm not