Today Was A Mistake

Today was a mistake,
Being up late was a mistake,
Being tired from lost sleep at night was a mistake,
Being indecisive was a mistake,
Being on the phone was a mistake,
Being confused was a mistake,
Thinking about everything you didn’t finish was a mistake,
Thinking about how you’re not doing enough was a mistake,
Thinking about how you’re acting your age was a mistake,
Thinking about how you are entering adulthood was a mistake,
Thinking about how you’re the only one who can change yourself was a mistake,
Moving on to something else when you still have stuff to do was a mistake,
Moving on to someone else when they still needed you was a mistake,
Moving on to another interest when you feel directionless was a mistake,
Moving on to another conversation when you need to say something now was a mistake,
Moving on to bigger things when you don’t know how to deal with the present was a mistake,
Yesterday was a mistake, let’s see how this one turns out,
Today was a mistake.