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Me to We

May 17, 2021
By samanthagarcia19 BRONZE, Montgomery, Illinois
samanthagarcia19 BRONZE, Montgomery, Illinois
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It scares me

Knowing it is no longer just me, but a we

Knowing I am wanted by someone 


I want to be able to give him what he gives me 

I want to be able to have no doubts 

But how can I do that

When I am used to finding escape routes


He looks at me with eyes so full 

But I never let him stare too long 

Because what if my stare is not as strong


What if I can not give him it all 

What if I ruin everything 

And I am the reason for our downfall


It scares me

Having someone

Because I always convince myself to run 


The author's comments:

This is about my first relationship at 18 years old. I have grown up and have been raised to be independent and never wanted to really be in a relationship because I know that I am perfectly fine on my own. Although, now that I am in one and I'm happy and the guy is amazing, I am afriad of ruining it and running away because I am more comfortable being on my own.


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