Here i am in my room 

sitting in the dark

Thinking and thinking and thinking 

and all i can think about is what happened between us

It's been so long and still that night replays over and over in my head

Your words are like lyrics that i've had on repeat for six months

And as much as i wish they would stop 

I know i love torturing myself by imagining what could have been

I asked if it would last and you told me yes

I can still feel your hand lingering on my face

The touch that was once warm and comforting 

Now feels burning hot, leaving a scar long after its gone 

The butterflies that i felt in my stomach

Are now wasps warning me to keep my guard up

The tears of joy in my eyes have turned into tears of hatred and despair

The future i saw us having is now a distant memory

A memory that i wonder if you have 

Because as much as i know i should let you go

I secretly hope

That one day you will remember and come running back to me