Grey Matter

I broke your heart, I watched you soak in pain

I can't explain why, but I still remained okay

Your days were gray, you were a stray

Why could I just walk away, and betray you like you never mattered

I left you shattered, scattered in pieces 

After listening to all your speeches, I was still not distressed 

I was finally at rest, and I knew what was best

I mean what did you expect, with no disrespect

I was perfect, and you were a wreck

Because of you, I felt no regret

It was a relief, finally off of my neck

While you were grieving, I was misleading

They too will be weeping, after I disappear 

Leaving them unclear, because im nothing like I appear

Selfish I know, but you only have so many years

It's hard to love just one person, or maybe I have too many fears

Maybe it would be easier if I got to say goodbye, but I cried to many tears

Sometimes I think in another life, I might try

But i'll never know till I die, and leave this world behind