My own mother, my god I want to run from her

Why doesn't she love me, at least not like the others

She said i'm the worst, even my dad confronted her

The pain i've endured, it's all because of her

Whys violence always her answer, she makes me behave in a silent manner

My own mother, I can't run from her

There's no escape, I was her mistake

Sometimes I just want to beg her to care, but i'm in too much despair

She has to be aware, she's left me scared 

I'm all alone in pain, while she's drinking champagne 

I just want my mother, and all the love from her

I can't even hug her, but she is still my mother

What did I ever do, to make her unlove me