I say "I'm Okay"
Even though deep down
All I want is an embrace
And someone to say"I know you're not Okay"

The one hurting me
The most is me.
I know that , yet
I just can't refrain from scarring myself.

"I tried" I say
But I know
That I only took
the easiest way

I try to help others
But never me
I wipe 'their' tears
But never wipe mine.

All I wanna do now is stop
Stop thinking and thinking
And leave this excrutiating place
I call my mind.

I'm just a small being
In midst of a fake reality
Waiting and waiting
Just to find Clarity

I'm tired and worn out
Of this wretched world.
Death is my only escape
From this trap- you call a world.