Me and St.Davids are on a first name basis

Battling to reach healthy homeostasis

If my heart fails tonight my entire existence was wasted

My mind never rest, always racing

Biggest fear is being a statistic that’s faceless

Just add me to the list of overdose cases 

Can my brain seize to reach dark places 

Don't wanna die before i reach my highest greatness 

Never had a solid foundation

Should've deceased years ago, God’s been gracious

Dangerous coping skills define my story on the pages

Same problems every year just with different ages 

Eating away at my sanity when I feel abrasive 

Like a private island i’m constantly isolated

Me and suicidal thoughts got so close we practically dated 

Addiction and homicide took over the entire nation 

When cravings reach my mind im so easily persuaded

“Just say no” i’m sorry but it's a lot more complicated 

Only time I feel content is when my minds stimulated

Imprisoned by my demons opposite of liberated 

While reading this was my story well illustrated?