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All Day Long

December 15, 2020
By allyanson77 BRONZE, Papillion, Nebraska
allyanson77 BRONZE, Papillion, Nebraska
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All day long I hold back the sea

Wrestling with waves that are intent upon swallowing me whole

And still I push back


All day long howling winds claw at my skin

Commanding me to cease resistance and give in to the pain

And still I stand strong


All day long I pretend to have no weakness

Determined to prove that I can make it on my own

And still I hide my pain


At night I let the sea crash down

Engulfing me in the blackness of its crushing depths

I can no longer push back


At night I give in to the winds

Allowing myself to be torn apart and scattered in the dark

I can no longer stand strong


At night I let myself fall

Crushed under the weight of a thousand sorrows

I can no longer hide my pain


In the morning I am dead

Drained by the sea I can no longer hold back

All day long


The author's comments:

I wrote this poem when I was in quarantine, in the basement by myself. It was difficult to push myself to write, and I was struggling to gather ideas. But one especially hard night when I was lying in bed, a series of words came into my head. I sat up, grabbed a nearby notebook, and scribbled my feelings rapidly onto the first blank page. I stayed up later than I should’ve, piecing together my thoughts, writing and revising them. When I finally put it down, I had a new poem. The next day I typed it up and submitted it. I feel like this poem is one of my best pieces because I wrote it in the moment. It felt good to be able to just write what I was feeling in the moment that I was feeling it.


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