Thunder waves in Pacific Ocean stirring,

Evil creatures wake under silent shadow,  

Look over my kingdom, I refuse to go or grow.

Outside reality, maybe I can still find myself in fantasy When

Dark, motionless water pours me through, I refuse to go or navigate.

People with golden hearts, punch and push, brave believer, They try hard to pull.

Should I be the same

when bloody waves submerge me in breathless darkness

My solid room has salty wind breezing, cold air entering, flesh decaying

Should I go for faith and fame like them.

Should I go free and foolish like them.

You look at me never in your full sight, stop and sigh,

You hug me home me hope me to grow without burden or blame so that

I cannot live on my own, still weak as summer cotton flower, pure and childish.

But now you wish me to go, to grow, like an insipid warrior, wars to fight, wait for victory

Should I go when I have no choice.

I clutched you, you shadow me, light me, how can I go

When I have no choice.

Your warm hands clasp me, secure me against every woe, how can I go

When I have no choice.

I have no choice. Follow their procession, long voyage

no pain, no panic, they are pirates, for glory.

We wear dress made in plastic, garland in pink Daisy

kissed naked statues, masterpieces since Roman Empire

danced under thunder rain, dirty dusts on polished hair

Chased after freakish tides in sundown, ruthless waves chunk and kill

Our voice, no one cares, even traces on shallow beach fade few seconds ago.

I should go when I have no choice.

In solitude, follow crowds, desire for destiny and dream

Wash and clean, bubble broken, remember to bury smile and sin

We are welcomed here, everyone is believer, in fun and future

Naked as everyone else, don’t be scare, desire decides what you been

At night, we spin together on Titanic, lovely Luna, legend for long

She sees yet silent, pale light saves secrets on sea, crime under glitter

We keep our promises, mouth shut , the only way not to go down

We become believer in fame and faith, success only love letter

I now go on my way to swear and survive

I believe and make empty promises, fight for fake, fear no thing, like pirates

Scorching breath, falling sun, only thing to lie

Nothing is empty, flesh fills in full, water full and fall, we are full enough for court

They want me to admit my crime. From us, they take away golden chains and shinny stones

For reasons, I can not open my mouth, with my silly shell crown

I promise to keep my mouth shut

when I swear to go, to grow, like everyone else.