I'm tired of getting up in the morning 

I’m tired of feeling like i dont matter

Everyday i feel like a burden in this world

I wake up hoping for a fresh start in life

I feel eyes on me everywhere i go

I'm so insecure about myself

I hate everything about me

I hate my body from head to toe

I’m tired of being alone 

Nobody sees me crying at night 

People don't see how much I‘m hurting inside 

all they see is me smiling

I’m getting good at hiding emotions

I’m so tired of being the nice guy

People don't realize when I’m helping them through tuff times

i'm behind my screen crying fighting on my own demons 

Nobody notices how much words hurt and how much it impact people mental state

I often look at myself in the mirror for hours just pointing out my imperfections and what I can fix.

I often wonder to myself why am I this way

I often feel like I’m drowning in a pool of water and everyone around me is just staring as I die.

I often think of the future and would I make it that long

Do you know it feels like going to sleep hoping to not wake up in the morning?

Do you know how it feels to have your family, the people that’s posted to love you and boost your confidence, talk about you right in front of you?

Do you know how it feels to be hurt by the ones you love?

Do you know how it feels to be happy one minute and then upset the next?

Do you know how I’m feeling on the inside?

I’m tired of feeling this pain 

I just want to be a kid again

I just want to feel loved again 

I just want to go out and feel like nobody looking at me 

I just want to be myself again

I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY 

I JUST WANNA FEEL APPRECIATED