e??

SVH

What is the truth behind it all?

I am crying, I am broken and then I see you doing great without me

I see your posts on Instagram

Your happy little posts about your love life

What confuses me the most is why I keep coming back

Why do you make me think that as soon as I turn my back on you, you'll immediately say,

“Oh, you left me? I thought we were friends.”

Venomously I would spit back, “YOU WANTED TO BE FRIENDS AND JUST NOW YOU'RE STARTING TO CARE??”

Bursting into tears, and then of course you would say you were looking for an excuse to pretend you didn't know me. I gave you chances I should've taken back

Oh, and by the way I don't deserve your time or words because that's how you got me last time

Why the heck should I care now that you don't?

Such a question has made me ponder on how letting go of you will ultimately teach nothing but that love is stupid. I struggled for three years and 

I've cried more tears that day than you've ever cried in a year,

Due to the fact that you left me for someone else; a false interpretation

That's not fair to me

I put all of my love and affection, poured it out for you

only to be treated like a stranger,

Do you really care?