The light falls from my eyes

and so leaves all do the same.

I fall asleep as do my lies,

The world can only be to blame.

I can't believe that all I can do

is close my eyes and cry!

All that comes from her thoughts 

is nightmares and pure lies.

She felt the guilt.

Yet I'm to blame.

Her lies fall on silent ears,

My anger still aflame. 

The snow yet falls

like my thoughts down a drain.

She thought my walls would crumble,

but instead I made them stronger. 

I built my walls so high,

she can't break them down.

I pushed my limits so far,

I can't go back now.

For all I know is,

I don't know if I can come back down.