I am now older

I hurt [as I weep],

The cuts turn into scars

as the bruises remain.

Simple as that.

I listened as you lectured.

You [tried to teach] me

what you knew;

how people will ruin you, 

and hurt you, 

and change you forever.

I take different views,

ones that form from my memory 

alone.

You may leave a trace,

but know we differ 

as we grow.

In this new era,

I thrive in technology and ideas.

No longer do I dwell

on the theoretical, abstract,

and religious.

I can forgive easily,

offer second chances to all.

I’ll make mistakes,

screw up,

and sabotage myself.

Now I [look upon pain

as a discovery all] on my own.

I’ll marvel at love

and life itself.

I won’t oppose

if you do as I leave.

I’ll take your hands in mine,

kiss you on the cheek,

and around.

Wrapped in a scarf

and mittens.

Bookbag in hand,

I’ll [be poised

to leave].