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Irrational
Without condemnation to counteract the poorly concocted
Lies that Youth sweetly whispers in her gullible ears
She would look like more of a violent embarrassment
Than she already is in the competition of existence
Born through copious amounts of detailed comments on
Her choice of food, contemptible body, and overall appearance
My creation was solely for her success
And grew fast and strong by feeding on her
Chronic need for approval and thirst for competition
While I remain the concealed character of her brain
My lack of appearance to the public does not account
For my potent presence in her stream of consciousness
Or my consistent influence on her mood and decisions
Pessimism and critiques are required to survive the
Merciless judgement from the world’s impassive evaluation
Her efforts to be unrivaled by those around
Are comical and deserving of my unrelenting beration
She should never settle for contentment of her present self
Because I know what she could be and what she will be
Youth spits and curses my name while casting blame for
Her persistent pain and suffering that derives from her
Dissatisfaction with her excuse of a body
But I love her
At the end of the day, she did create me and beckoned for
My existence in her mind because she needed true guidance
While Youth may think her naive positivity and preachings of self-love
Are for her best interest, I am the one with her true best interest in mind
I see her potential, so I damn the present and what she thinks is enough
It is better to be your harshest critic than allow the world to undeservingly possess that authority.

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I have been in therapy for the past three years of my life, starting as struggles with depression and anxiety then to an eating disorder and body dysmorphia. Through my sessions with my eating disorder specialist, I had to name the mean, bullying side of my brain and then the nice, comforting side. After some thought, I named them my Irrational and my Youth. This poem is an insight on how Irrational speaks in my brain and what the motivation behind its incessant criticism is. From Irrational's perspective, there is explanation as to how my brain works, and why I think the way I do. I like this piece because in my opinion, everybody has there own Irrational and Youth. Everyone can relate to the voice in your head bashing your silly mistakes and actions through your day, and then the other side providing some sense of comfort and peace.