How does it feel?

When you wake up

And no one is around

When your pastor tells you

That your brother will never

Make another sound

How does it feel?

How does it feel?

When everything around

You stops moving

And you hope what

You just heard is

Nothing but a dream

How does it feel?

How does it feel?

When you see him

Lying in the hospital

Bed looking

Peaceful like he is

Just lying there asleep

How does it feel?

How does it feel?

When you see your

Mother crying with his

Favorite blanket laying

Across her shoulders

How does it feel?

How does it feel?

When you walk

Into your room and

You can hear him say

“Get up Emma it’s

Time to go to school”

How does it feel?

How does it feel?

When all you can do

Is wish you would've held

Your little brothers hand

While God gave you the chance

How does it feel?

How does it feel?

When you cry at

Night but no one

Can hear you over

The blasting music

How does it feel?

How does it feel?

When you’re feeling

Like you’re drowning

And no one can

Help you because

You treated your

Little brother wrong

How does it feel?

How does it feel?

When you look

At his grave when

And you think about

How you wish you

Could go back and

Make a big change

How does it feel?

How does it feel?

When you imagine

You´re buried with him

Underneath the dry brown dirt

How does it feel?

How does it feel?

When you think about

All the memories you had

With little Jojo around

How does it feel?

How does it feel?
When your heart skips a beat

And you imagine him

Playing at Jesus´ feet

How does it feel?

How does it feel?

When you imagine

Him looking down

From Heaven and

Saying Emma turn your

Life around and never give up

How does it feel?

How does it feel?