I get the new grandma is in the hospital

What happens is she going to make it

We don’t know anything

Tears started running down my face like a waterfall

I just kept saying she has to make it, she has to

It’s been weeks since I have stopped eating, socializing with people and barely going to school

My grandma is my rock

She is like a second mom to me

If I lose her

Then what's there to live for

I’m in the loud waiting room hearing doctors talk to families giving them good news and bad

Hearing the loud cries from all around the room  

Then the doctor approached my family  

I had a lump in my throat and felt like I was going to throw up

I heard I’m sorry but your grandma sadly passed

My heart sank

Those words ring in my ears

I started to scream bloody murder

I couldn’t control my tears

My grandma was my everything