I didn’t go home till late, I didn’t want to get yelled at because, my friend said there was a party over at Jace’s a few weeks ago so I went. But later on, I really wish I had went home. But that’s for another time. I got ready for school as normal putting my computer and binders in my backpack. I didn’t expects for my dad to be home on the couch of all places. My dad isn’t even supposed to be here. He was sleeping like he had nothing else to do like he had no other purpose, I hated my dad. I didn’t realize he was here though until I went to get breakfast, I just got a granola bar and left. I didn’t want to see him. 

When I got to school Jessica Flow was holding hands with Jase, I felt sorry for her. Especially after what he did to me.

“Hey ash!” Mila said as she was walking toward me

“Hey m.” I said back 

“Did you go to Jase’s party last night?”

“Y-yeah, why?” I said nervously 

“Just wondering, I didn’t see you there?”

*bell rings*

“Bye.”

I couldn’t lie to her anymore. I cant lie to her anymore, I don’t want to bother her.I had to hurry to class before I was late. I was running like my life depended on it. Running like a giant wave was coming at me, even though there was no one or anything in the hall. I got to class and sat down in the corner. Next to jase, it was our agreement to do his homework. I sat there doing mine and his homework, quietly. I couldn’t stand him anymore, so I went to the bathroom. 

I did it again, I waited. It was positive. I didn’t want to believe it even thought, it was the 5th one I’ve taken. I head home early, saying I was sick. I did it know what I was going to do. But I have to do it by

 myself. Without anyone knowing my secret.