Have you?

Have you ever felt like the world around you is just

Falling apart

Like nothing can be fixed

Or changed

Feeling fear of everything

The constant overthinking

Feeling panicked for every little thing

The constant inside cry for help

Have you ever been so happy that you’re smiling really hard

You hardly notice

But in just one moment

all fails

Feeling torn down

The constant pick ups and falls

Feeling weak of trying

The constant “I don’t want to” ‘s

Have you ever had such a bad day

that you just want to disappear

off the face of the earth

Poof.

Feeling like you’re not enough

The constant doubt in one day

Feeling like your fighting something that can’t lose

The constant unease of going

Have you ever felt so alone

In a world of 7 billion people

Dark thoughts taking out

The light

Feeling like no one is there

The constant doubt

Feeling pain all at once

The constant negativity

Have you ever had a life of struggle?

Have you?