It’s painful whenever you’re

Dancing with another girl

Smiling at her, holding her hand

I know we’re just “friends”

But that’s why it hurts

While I’m drunk in your love,

You start ignoring me

Which makes my life suddenly

drop into a black hole,

Dissolving into meaningless dust.

Once you start ignoring me

It makes my eyes bleed out tears every night,

Viciously

Every single word you say,

stabs my heart continuously.

I try forgetting you

So my pain would fade

But at that moment, when I’m about to

Erase you from my memories,

You always come back.

You would slowly heal my heart with soft words,

Making my devastated heart come alive,

giving me useless hope.

You are the cause of my broken heart

And you’re the one that fixes it every single time.

Love is like handing you a gun,

Pointing towards my heart

And hoping that you never pull the trigger.