Curiosity. Sensitivity. Likeability. All thoughts, thought by me. But what was the cause?

I could spend so many hours thinking about this. But still, end up with no answer. Not one. It was like every logical idea I had was gone. They messed with my head. Hanging on by a thread, was my insanity. What happened to me? I'm a kid. It doesn't make any sense for me to be thinking about this.

Did I do something wrong? Should I have done something else? If I had paid less attention to them, they wouldn't even be on my mind. But they are. That's the problem.

Does anyone else get it? What I'm feeling, and what it's doing. I can be happy, and that very second afterwards sad. And to think, somehow, it's only cause of that one person.

Someone can have so much power over someone else, and not even know it. That's great. Now I wonder, what are they thinking? If only I was brave enough to ask. But I'm not.