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Disorder?
I sat on the black leather couch
Twiddling my thumbs as I tried to lock my eyes on the white
Coat who tried to make sense of my daily struggle at school
Aware every time someone walks in, anxiety
When sitting down calm watching TV
My mom used to come to my room every night
To kiss me, but most nights she would walk to my closet
Find me hiding under the hanging shirts, denying to go to bed
So much I could do instead of sleeping 8 hours
I could try on all my dancing costumes I would use this week
Practice my routine endlessly until it came natural to me
So much to do, to miss, on a single night
I’d resist her strong arms pulling me out of my dark hiding spot
Pleading her to take me out, it was to early to sleep
Finally, if I was successful or if she was in a good mood she’d agree
Carry me to her car for a soothing short night drive
Sitting on the back of my mom’s grey minivan
I pressed flat my cheeks and nose to the window
Stared out to the vast sky I counted stars until I lost track
Every street sign I read out loud trying to map out
All the city’s streets in my mind
After our drive, my mom carried me back to my pink twin bed
She would roll up a single cotton sheet,
knowing that I would kick any other blankets out, and kiss me again
Sleepless voices visited my head every night
Eyes red from exhaustion I shut them tight
There’s no off button, too many thoughts strike me at once
I stared blankly at the doctor again
Hyperactivity, I overheard through the AC’s white noise that crowded my ears
Attention Deficit and Hyperactivity Disorder, he diagnosed
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A narrative poem that transitions from the day I was first diagnosed and looking back to specific memories that say something of who I am.