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Inner Feelings

July 18, 2018
By Bagel04 GOLD, Kingsville, Texas
Bagel04 GOLD, Kingsville, Texas
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Favorite Quote:
" Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none" ~ William Shakespeare
" To be, or not to be: that is the question..." ~ William Shakespeare


As I slowly fade into darkness; I feel as though life is heartless;

Breathing in; Breathing out; That's all my life's ever been about;

I know you're somewhere out there; On the other side of the world;

I hope she knows how lucky she is; And she's your precious pearl;

And although I know I shouldn't; I just can't help but remember; About the good old days and the time we spent together;

No matter what you say; No matter what you do; I will never, ever, ever stop loving you;

Every night, before I'd go to sleep, I'd think about you; I'd hoped that one day we'd meet;

Last night, when all the world was quiet, the pain was just too strong to deny it;

In spite of saying that I'd be okay, I cried; And more than anything, I wish that you were by my side;

This morning, I woke up and tears poured down like rain; I've tried to tell myself not to live this life in vain;

I know I probably sound crazy; And I know this seems stupid; but I guess there's no one else to blame, but Cupid;

Curse his love-poisoned arrows that shoot from up above; Curse my steel heart for easily falling in love;

You were my first REAL love; And I know that the first is always the hardest to get rid of;

You say you weren't the one, but I thought just maybe, that you'd be the one who'd always call me "baby"';

I pray that life treats you well and you live happily...even if it means leaving me in agony; I hope God takes away my pain, but it seems almost impossible, 'cause there's nothing left for me to gain;

These are just a few of the things I never got to say; I just wish it were enough to make you want to stay; I'm glad you were honest about how you truely feel; Try not to worry about me; I'm still learning how to deal; And I hope in time...it'll heal

~All my love, Bagel


The author's comments:

This poem was very, very emotional for me to write. I literally cried while I wrote it. These are just a few of the things I never said...and now I regret it.


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Bagel04 GOLD said...
on Aug. 1 2018 at 1:35 pm
Bagel04 GOLD, Kingsville, Texas
13 articles 0 photos 43 comments

Favorite Quote:
" Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none" ~ William Shakespeare
" To be, or not to be: that is the question..." ~ William Shakespeare

Thank you so much, @WolfWhisperer0911!

on Aug. 1 2018 at 1:24 pm
WolfWhisperer0911, Austin, Texas
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@Bagel04 All I can say Angel is this, "..............................................Wow." This poem should've been editor's choice! Please don't stop writing Angel! <3

Bagel04 GOLD said...
on Jul. 31 2018 at 8:26 am
Bagel04 GOLD, Kingsville, Texas
13 articles 0 photos 43 comments

Favorite Quote:
" Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none" ~ William Shakespeare
" To be, or not to be: that is the question..." ~ William Shakespeare

PS, I apologize for any misspelled words. I wrote this a little too fast. *laughs*