letting you in on my darkest secrets/ was my biggest regret./ you devoured my fears/ lips dripping with fresh blood/ eyes shining for more/ you are uncontrollable/ saying you love me/ but at the same time allowing the tears to stream down my swollen eyes and drip onto my feet/ you shattered my soul/ you took away my light/ yet i still thought your poisoned love could heal me/ make me whole again./ all the lies you fed me/ grew in my heart/ its leaves dripping with stick tar, submerging my life into a deep hole of that poisoned love of yours./

sometimes i wonder/ whether i love you too much/

or if i don’t

love

you

enough./