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Dilemma

December 27, 2014
By SpazzinOverU SILVER, Dehradun, Other
SpazzinOverU SILVER, Dehradun, Other
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We both know the truth
We both know how we feel
We’re just in our youths
Our hearts have kneeled.

 

It’s hard to spend time together
It’s hard to look each other in the eye
It’s tough when we have to hide in corners
And just look for a place to spy.

 

To spy at each other smile
To spy at each other laugh
And let it all sink in for a while
That this may just be a future too dark

 

At first, I hid.
Promised that this would never happen
Promised for a life of solitude and pain
Away from all this emotional strain.

 

But then hell froze
A long silence we broke
With all the courage we could gather
We let our hearts blabber.


Crushes’ confessed
And feelings made clear.
All that was left
Was our young heart’s to steer.

 

For us both know how crazy this will be
Ultimately hearts will break
That I confidently decree.

 

We are naive, I know.
We are insane, I’m sure.
But every passing second of every day
All I do is think of a way to make this feeling stay.

 

I can’t imagine a life without you
Without someone who gets me well
Without you, who treats me so good
And well, to whom my heart’s smitten.

 

But ultimately, I cannot imagine
A dreaded future for whom I care
Unfortunately, our fates are sealed
With tears for us in equal share.

 

To see me cry is still ok
But to see you sad
I cannot tolerate
I could still face all that hatred,
this wretched fate of mine
For I am used to scrutiny
And I will be fine.

 

This is my dilemma,
Believe me or not
I like you way too much
My heart is caught.

 

My mind wavers
It’s flooded with thoughts
I want you to be happy
Together or not.

 


The author's comments:

So, this is just how my life is at the moment. My heart is caught in a love triangle with a guy and our common friend. We both cannot hurt her, because she's his best friend and she's like my litle sister. So we're both unable to break her heart. It kills us everyday and well, I wrote this out of my mind and out of place, stupid piece. 


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