I have always been alone, I know I shouldn't be but it's true. I wish i wasn't alone.

I remember the first time I saw the boy with the blue eyes, he made me angry, annoyed me, and made me smile. 

I don't like to smile, but when the boy makes me smile I melt in a puddle of sweet smiles and happiness. 

The boy has a mask, I see this mask all the time, it haunts my dreams I hate to say.

He only wears the mask when he's with friends, but I see the mask, I read the mask, it says "BROKEN".

We never talk, we never see each other, but that's because of my mask and cover, which says "BEWARE". 

I see him every day but he looks past me, I have laugh in my throat that I choke on.

I laugh at the fact that im in love with the boy with the blue eyes, but he wants nothing to do with me.

Before I end this train wreck, I have one more thing to say it's for the boy with the blue eyes.

I hate you.