My dad left me when I was two years old… 
My mom has been divorced three times…
This is most definitely not what I want for my future.

What I seek for my future is one guy…
One who can patch up my heart from people before who have broken it and made my heart bleed pain and regret.
One who is true and faithful and who will love me for who I am.
I seek the sun smiling down on me as I live my life… my life.
Not yours, not hers, not his, but mine.
I want the flowers to dance in the wind on my wedding day.
That is if I have one.
BOOM the shots of want and need you once fired into my ears are gone.
They’ve disappeared…. You’ve disappeared… it’s my life not yours.
Just mine. I don’t care what you think I should or shouldn’t do…. I’m going to do what I want to do.
You do not control me and probably never will ever.
If you ask me why then I will tell you, because it is my life and my life only…just mine.