A deep wound laying in my soul
It feels like a boulder
Holding me down
As I fight to keep it from being seen

I just don't understand
How could my life go from good to horrible?
So...quick
I ask God for an answer and HE gives me no reply

I do not love GOD any less, but has these distractions
Truley lead me away from my true happiness?
Is that why HE does not answer when I call?
Only calling on HIM when my life isn't "great "
Yet without HIM in my life it could never been anything close to " great "

Is that why HE will not talk to me?
Have I walked away from HIm saying HE is only needed
When me life is anything less than " great "?
I am ashamed

HE is my Savior,my Father,my Lord, my Perfection
How could I forsake HIM?
I love my GOD, HE is my happiness

A light now shining in my soul
MY wound has been healed
My GOD, till death and ever more shall I love THEE