My heart just shattered

My insides just scattered
Everything was so perfect
My life was a perfect song
And you were helping sing along

But I should've known
You would change the lyrics
And make the whole thing wrong
Such perfect harmony
Was it really that hard to sing

I remember how i used to feel
The butterflies and it all seemed real
To you it was a joke
Now I'm the one thats broke
You still can't see my broken heart
I’m starting to fall apart

I'm running on this minefield
The scars you left still haven't healed
This is all real
I got a wake up call from reality
Telling me dreams were meant for sleeping
It never would have worked
Now I’m the one weeping

You're living your life fine
When I'm still lost in once upon a time
Trying to eat my feelings
Maybe that will help with the healing
Hiding the truth and pulling off that fake smile
Haven’t done that one in a while

Maybe its not all what it seems
Maybe this is just a bad dream
And when i wake up
You?l text me hey or sup
Like before
Now i have no one to fall for
No one to dream about anymore

I remember how we split apart
I remember what you said and how much it hurt and how it felt in my heart
I still remember every painful moment
You kept looking at the door
And down towards the floor

I even remember what you looked like and what you wore
Looking casual in your Sweatshirt and converse
Then I felt it get worse
Thats when you finally said Goodbye
I felt my heart get crippled and start to die
My makeup started to run down my face with my tears
Yet you made it pretty clear
You were done with me

Your with another girl after two weeks
I go run so you don’t see my tear stained cheeks
I ran and I had to hide
Because all I could do was cry
Because you lied

You said you wouldn’t forget me or move on
I peeked out the door to see you were gone
She was still there
I didnt mean any harm I swear

I slowly approached her
I was furious yet scared
With a turn I could see her flawless skin and perfect hair
It was then when I couldn’t bare

I felt my fist sink into her face
Drowning in her screams and cries
I took my hand back quickly only to see her black eyes
I started to run
The clock struck one
It was lunch time
She followed right behind
I tried to run quick
When she tripped on a stick

I got in my car
I was caught up in the whirl
I backed up fast and saw behind me the shadow of a girl
I kept going the shadow began to fall
Then there was only the shadow of a car on the wall