today you came in my room and sat in my bed. I was asleep till you tilted the bed I continued and acted like so, as I herd your voice, you began, to talk. I love you, you are my world and my little girl. my forever princess. your voice started to shake, you hugged me real tight and covered me with the sheets. you kissed me on my cheek. your face looked so worried, you smiled but you looked like you were in pain, an agony I have always wished you never gained. that's when I realized you weren't the same. something is different, I began to feel a hard punch in my heart, what a terrible feeling, I felt my skin pealing. I could only imagine what you we're trying to say. I'm terrified. and I don't wanna contemplate the things that are roaming all around my head. can I really live without you here? will it be the same not to hear you scream with anger cause we don't listen to the things you command? will I be able to continue my life with your presence gone ? do you think I'll be able to dream the same again ? cause I think the only dreams I'll be having are nightmares.. I just look up and stare. everything will soon be different and I don't think I'll be able to Handle. you are my sanctuary , if you leave me alone I'll have no safe place and that will be so scary..