I put my all into you and just got lost,

I got so addicted to your poison that I quaffed,

The poison left me in a decomposition,

But to build myself back up is my mission,

Every time I got back into the flow of things you used eradication,

You're making me insane...I need medication,

To me, all you did was mar,

But I just kept quiet and shoved my feelings into a jar,

My innocence and soul was obliterated,

When you decide to get me back...my feelings for you will be outdated,

When we were together...you were always pugacious,

And just the thought of myself saying something ouside of your interest-zone made me anxious,

I hope you know it's my heart you pulverized,

Because I can still never tell what you think or hide in those deep, blue eyes.