Never see me cry!

I thought I would never see the day,
When I left him,
I felt empty like a huge hole opened inside of me.
I know I did the right thing,
But why do I feel so hurt inside,
Now that he's gone,
When he talks to me I feel the tears in my eyes,
But I sit there thinking to myself there's no point to cry.
He hurt you, you gotta let him go,
But something telling me to hold him close.
We fight all the time so I don't know why I want you by my side.
You lied to me said u would never break up with me,
But I heard that you were and it killed me inside.
Even though I broke up with you.
There's something missing, I think it might be you.
My life is filled with mistakes I screw everything up.
But I feel right and wrong,
Let me ask you something.
Are you trying to make me feel worse,
Make me feel guilty of what I did.
I need a break and that's what I'm doing.
I'm staying strong and not giving in.
So good-bye and you will never see me cry!<3