Waves of sadness crash over me.
Escape the current, then get swept back to sea.
Cast away. Alone.
Just my demons and me.
Never once have I loved
Nor has anyone loved me.
Don’t know how it feels
All I can do is dream.
But I cannot dream
I cannot sleep
So all of these feelings I must keep.
I bury them down. Hide them down deep.
These burdens I bear, they make me unstable.
Don’t tell me to be happy
Sometimes I’m just unable.
Hopelessly lost in this sea of my emotions
If you wanna help come quick
My heart is nearly frozen.
Sometimes I think it’d be nice to die
To close your eyes and say good bye.
But I’m still alive, and I open my eyes
To find myself still floating in this sea.
This unforgiving hell, that goes on endlessly.
These waves just keep on crashing over me…